Tuesday, June 22, 2010

I NEED A REST

so now im sad .hum i jst wnted evything to be fine. they come and go,really had enuff w them and yes these words always be my day word. but i seldom believe in it. i knw i let 'weak' took over me. in the outside i may look like a girl who is pretty much didnt care when it comes to relationship but nobody realizes tht im fragile, i didnt get the fact why im putting myself in this situation.some days i think ive got everythin all figured out, and other days im like, wht the hell is going on? duhh sometimes its okay to careless, dnt hve to figured all up , all we need to do is live the life without worrying about nthing. this world does not revolve around us, we need to keep our head straight up . actually, im pretty much lost right now. i dnt knw wht the hell im crpping bout but it did help me to calm down. do you ever wonder why people give second chance to others? as fr me i dn believe in such thing, you alwys heard this term involve in a relationship where most of girls give second chance to pple they love, but wht if this second chance did nt make the situsation better? isn't it just a waste of time, and clearly it hurt twice. and somehow pple get over it. if this happen to me im sure i dnt hv the guts to frget and move on just like tht. its stupid do you see tht? why would we wasting our time giving pple second chnce as you knw tht this prson will nt even appreciate it.and to make it more hard, we cant see things ahead of us. we dn knw weather this prson will evntually change themselve or being the same. the only way to find out is give them another try. its a good thing if they did change but felt sorry fr someone tht hv to deal w pple tht wont chnge.got to say it takes a lot of guts to do so. it doesnt count how many miles you run ,you might think you hv end this insanity but we're just avoiding it fr a while, this life is like a circle, how far u run or how far you go you will soon get yourself into the same situation over and over again . its the way of life, yes you cn change it by only thru believing in urself and be strong in order fr you to keep ur feet on the ground. and yeah one more thing,believe in yourself before believing others. its a huge transformation. hum guess thts all i hv in mind. lots of mix up .humm im a lil bit down bout smthing ,and i need it to let it all out. feel a lil better right nw. gtg. tc people.

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