Sunday, May 16, 2010

WHAT'S NEW AYU?

hello pple im back again, srry fr 'not updating my blog' gezz do u really care bout tht? gaha.guess not hah. well move onnn. so i jst cme back from aussie , i went there fr one week to date with umar idraki :') grr he's so cute ! wish i cn kdnaped him and put in my bag then fly to mlysia ,stay by my side forever drling . GOSH GILA KE AYU NI? yes, indeed. i miss him so much. die da besa, cumel gitu,awww terpikat hati ini :8) . so i really hd lots of fun stying there thou its freezing . 6 celcius, *dalam peti sejuk enuff?* haha imagine tht. and the worst part is tht i frgot to bring along my jacket , so i ws like,AM I GUIN TO FREEZE TO DEATH? ,to avoid me from dying (?) i bought a sweater,so im safe :) GEYHIEE. got lots of pictures tht i took , pretty one. but then i hv no mood to upload them all up in here so guess u cn open up my fb or ms to see half of the pictures :) and also u cn see umar's picture too ! 'cumel kan dia?cumel kan?:p' GAHAHA. OH im getting fatter , again ayu? yes,wht to do:( i ate alot kt aust cause sejuk kn. so mcm alwys wanna eat all the time. hunger fr food . grr. so i need to wrkout again. need to loose weight pple ! :) oh i msuk blaja this 26 july. gosh i got like 2 months and the half more. wht shud i do? but ive been thinking bout this, since im guin to college's life, so i need to appear as the 'new ayu' the more good stuff :) .so mybe ill try to slim down ! thts my aim! haha! i have too, its a NEED. so to all my fellow friends who r guin to step on to ur collge life i wish you all the best. work hard alrite and most imprtant part is DO NOT FORGET ME. i repeat DO NOT FORGET ME .haha :)

im single again. gosh, i dnt knw whether im happy or sad or empty,all i can say is

im sorry fr making you like this,seriously i didnt mean to. its nt tht i dn love you. its bcause we're different. and i cant deal with tht. i jst want you to be hnest with me but then its nt working. i do give you a change but i dn believe in second change and fr tht im trully sorry. i knw deep down u didnt mean to lie , i knw u are one great guy . but fr the time being im nt ready to face up another lie again. humm, i hope we cn be friend like we used to, im sorry.

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