STOP THE NAGGING

So, as I mentioned in one of my previous post ---ill be away this 26 july . hope evrything will be fine.guess im all alone waiting to be called and hv to deal w orientation. really nt a big fan of it, but however i hve too,urgh im nervous like hell ! "dear god,help me and help me ! " fuhhhhhh. *nagging. move on, u're nt guin to believe this but i haven't watch toy story3 yet , *bump on the head. yes people, freak out enough?. supposedly i watch it w him but unfrtunately it ws nt my lucky day, *still nagging.and now my mood already flew away .*this time more nagging. humm so much of ty3 drama-,- . mybe ill watch it thru online or cd. so not cool, not cool.im a loser ouh geez poor me *nagging again. currntly im nt feeling hyper like i used to, guess lots of things did messing up my mind,i dnt even ask fr this to happen .i cant take full blame of it. need to swing my mood away fr a while. anybody wanna join me? AWAYYYYYYY AWAYYYYYYYY AWAYYYYYY

love,

N A G G I N G *:)

MY FIRST THING TO DO

okay fuhh im trying not to eat too much . im overweight -.- and the worst part is i gt only 30 more days to loose em. can i do it? haishhhh it supposed to be 1 month before but because of my degilness i didnt manage to do it on time. and now im pretty much rushing things up. i dn wnt to keep up w un-healthy diet., i hv to eat its a must. but this time in a small quantity . the diet start tonite ! i already strted it :) . hope ill mnage to end it ! so guys help cheer me up ! be my cheerleader diet :))))))) love, xoxo.

ROJAK MARII

im in my dad's office currently waiting fr him to go home . im being so mengada nak follow daddy pegi keje .well whts not to like, his office is in bb and whenever he gt busy ill culik his driver fr a while and took me shpping around bb. walaweeiiiii memang ayu ni kn. ish ish. haha. and somtimes i do ask fr him(daddy) to accmpany me . yes, my daddy sgt sporting gituuu :) haha *gedik. so i bought two clothes, murah gila and i was like :D yet lawaa. and OHHHH ive found a perfect bag for me !! IT IS SOO CUTE :') but then its 400 plus :( oh geez penat pujuk daddy belikan haha *teruk btul, then he said 'i already bought you one kan? ' MEMANGLAAA , humm tkpe tkpe ill pujuk my dad beli jgk or perhaps get a job mybe? dpt duit tuuu ,one month like rm900, ive asked this one donut punya kedai (ape punya ayat nii) and accrding to her one month boleh dpt 900 .omgeeee boleh beli double bag tu 0_0

hahahaha. gila betul . alamak lupa nk take a snap of tht bag -.- kalau tk boleh paste kt sinii, haha

*mengada. oh i tgh online kt blik kwan my dad :) ceroboh sebentar. haha, its okayy kwan daddy outstation. and somehow ive imgine kan bagus if im the boss.i own this table and this room :P da mcm bussinesswoman-.-. its okay insyallah i cn hv my own office room someday, and i want it in purple, HAHA :) alrite gtg byebye

I NEED A REST

so now im sad .hum i jst wnted evything to be fine. they come and go,really had enuff w them and yes these words always be my day word. but i seldom believe in it. i knw i let 'weak' took over me. in the outside i may look like a girl who is pretty much didnt care when it comes to relationship but nobody realizes tht im fragile, i didnt get the fact why im putting myself in this situation.some days i think ive got everythin all figured out, and other days im like, wht the hell is going on? duhh sometimes its okay to careless, dnt hve to figured all up , all we need to do is live the life without worrying about nthing. this world does not revolve around us, we need to keep our head straight up . actually, im pretty much lost right now. i dnt knw wht the hell im crpping bout but it did help me to calm down. do you ever wonder why people give second chance to others? as fr me i dn believe in such thing, you alwys heard this term involve in a relationship where most of girls give second chance to pple they love, but wht if this second chance did nt make the situsation better? isn't it just a waste of time, and clearly it hurt twice. and somehow pple get over it. if this happen to me im sure i dnt hv the guts to frget and move on just like tht. its stupid do you see tht? why would we wasting our time giving pple second chnce as you knw tht this prson will nt even appreciate it.and to make it more hard, we cant see things ahead of us. we dn knw weather this prson will evntually change themselve or being the same. the only way to find out is give them another try. its a good thing if they did change but felt sorry fr someone tht hv to deal w pple tht wont chnge.got to say it takes a lot of guts to do so. it doesnt count how many miles you run ,you might think you hv end this insanity but we're just avoiding it fr a while, this life is like a circle, how far u run or how far you go you will soon get yourself into the same situation over and over again . its the way of life, yes you cn change it by only thru believing in urself and be strong in order fr you to keep ur feet on the ground. and yeah one more thing,believe in yourself before believing others. its a huge transformation. hum guess thts all i hv in mind. lots of mix up .humm im a lil bit down bout smthing ,and i need it to let it all out. feel a lil better right nw. gtg. tc people.

*TOOT *CENSORED *TOOT

howdie people :0 howya duin ? weiiiiiishh didnt gt the chance to post a long one ----- . good news i hv mood to strt crpping around :8) currently im feeling much better so high five me! i hv my fams,friends,and i hv him . i love youu like a big fat kid loves chocolates, weheeeuuuu:P today is 20 jun means tht i hv anotha 27 days before off to study *love. cant wait to study ! cant wait to meet new people, cant wait to live a life as a college student *thumbs up! oso cant wait to meet international student wuhuuuu 0-O :) , hope tht this uni tht im guin to is worthwhile. 26 july is guin to be a day w full of suprise and nervous! *dup dap dup dap. hoping fr the best . enuff w this and lets move onnnn. i miss my friends -.- (aqila,fana and putri) these three pple ive not seen fr 2 weeks suda. rinduu. :( lets hgout shall we? jst gimme a call okay drling. duhh done crapping -.-

*sikit ni je? call it long enuff(?) :D

AYU IS

on her way to collect money :)

CAN I BE MORE POSITIVE?

im back with a smile drawn in my face :) im glad ive finally put aside all the shits ! *clap your hand please, :) okay here it goes, im glad tht he promised to change and i hope he will . hum the last post ive mentioned bout hw dissapointed i am w him and im being so stupid fr letting him in but actually im glad to do so, im glad knwing him. ill take back all the words and try to be more positive :). ive been single fr 1 year and a half . and yeah i did got myself in a reltionship status but it ws just a couple of weeks, so guess its uncountable.so im guin to see weather he change or not, and if he does fr sure ill be glad to be w him officially:) well so far so good,lets see more shall we :) OH i had a weird dream last night, a really WEIRD one. and if its come true im nt sure weather i cn hndle it. :( well thts all fr today. tc .

*did you notice hw much i put the word 'glad' in today's post? :) CLEARLY I AM GLAD

:D